First blog post

Hello, I hope that you will enjoy reading my devotions. I do not claim to be an expert in the word, but I am a student of the word and desire to share the insights that the Lord gives to me. I love the Lord, my desire is to please him above all else. I want to hear him say “well done” at the end of each day. I pray you are blessed and challanged!post

Use What You Have

In Acts 9:36-41 about a woman named Tabitha (Dorcas). She was always doing good, making clothing for those in need and helping the poor however she could. She became sick and died, her body was washed and placed in a room. All the people who knew her and had been blessed by her help were crying and mourning their loss. When they heard Peter was near they sent for him and asked him to come quickly. When Peter arrived he was taken to the room where Tabitha (Dorcas) was. Everyone was showing him the robes and clothing she had made and given them, overwhelmed with grief. Peter sent everyone out of the room; then he got down on his knees and prayed. He looked at Tabitha (Dorcas) and said, “Tabitha, get up.” She opened her eyes and everyone rejoiced greatly at her being made alive.

As amazing as this story is in the raising of someone dead, I want to focus on what it was about Tabitha (Dorcas) that made her so special and loved by so many. Tabitha (Dorcas) used the talents she had been given to help in the way she knew she was gifted to make the lives of others better. She did not go look for another gift, something that maybe seemed greater to others, she simply went about using her “God-given” talents to help and show love. Have you ever desired to be more talented in another area rather than the one God gave you? We are all made unique and it takes all of us to make this world function and move forward.

There are many things I wish I could do, but the truth is I am not gifted in those areas. I am happy to help out and learn from others, but where I excel is in serving, cleaning, homemaking, encouragement & prayer. I call it the grunt-work category. It does not bring all the glory my way, I am not held up and marveled at, but I know that the gifts I bring can help in many situations. I can make someone else’s job easier by being a behind the scenes person. I love people, all people. Small, large, happy, cranky, funny, grouchy, red, yellow, black or white. It does not matter. Everyone brings something different to the table and each of us is made better and stronger by the encounter if we take the time to look and listen.

My daughter always says she likes my helping with parties because I follow directions well, I do what I am told quickly and efficiently. I do not try to talk her out of what she has planned, I just do as I am told the way I am told and try to make her job easier, effortless; and when it is all over I am the first to jump in and clean it up. Getting my hands dirty does not hurt my feelings. I always say working up a good sweat is good for you. I volunteer at my church helping in the setting up for dinners and the teardown. If I am asked an opinion I give it, but otherwise, I just do as I am told and I am happy to do it. I am a good multitasker, which is also a great help.

My gifts may not seem like they are very glamorous and in truth, they aren’t, but they matter greatly to God. He is the one who gifted me with these particular gifts and gives me the privilege to do them often. I love doing those things he brings my way and I always remember that the gifts I am are from him and I do them for him. It brings a certain amount of joy to know that my “Father” is watching and making sure my attitude and my heart are in the right place. As long as he gives me health in my body and breathes in my lungs I will do those things with my gifts he gives me to do and I will do them with joy in my heart and a smile on my face.

If you are not sure what gifts you have prayed about it. God will reveal those areas that he has gifted you in and can open up ways for you to do them. One of my greatest joys is serving my husband. I love to fix his meals, lay out his clothes and keep our home nice so that it is a haven of rest for him after a long day’s work. Maybe it seems silly to some, but I feel it honors the Lord when I honor my husband and care for those things he has given us.

I pray that if you currently are enjoying the gifts that
God has given you that you do them with a new understanding of who gave them to you, who is watching you as you do them and you will purpose to please him in all you do! You may not be brought back to life, but you will be most blessed by a God who sees and loves when his children do all he has given us to do.


Why We Must Be Filled


So often hear of those who have been among us in church or even people we know and are around. They take great pains to live good lives.  Everyone says, “hey do you know so and so, isn’t she/he a great person?” I never see her/him do anything wrong, and I never hear a bad thing come out of her mouth.  I know in the past she/he had several problems and was always hanging with the wrong crowd, but not anymore, she/he turned her/his life around. Everyone agrees “she/he is doing well.”


Time goes by and you start hearing little murmurings that things are not going to well anymore for this person. Not only are they back doing the things they did before, but worse things. They seem to have lost their mind and their way. Why? What happened. They seemed so determined to live a better life. They seemed to be headed in the right direction.


Does any of this sound familiar? I have known people like that. One minute, their lives are all apart and then they seem to be doing things write. Everything is falling into place for them and everyone breathes a sigh of relief.  And just as I applauded the good news, someone tells me of a prayer need, this person seems to have gone back into their old lifestyle or worse.


Well, I can tell you the why behind it and in saying that I can tell you what goes wrong, do you want to know?  Let me first give you some scriptures to think on, they are found in Luke 11:24-26 “When an evil spirit comes out of a man, it goes through arid places seeking rest and does not find it. Then it says, ‘I will return to the house I left. ‘ 25 When it arrives, it finds the house swept clean and put in order. 26 Then it goes and takes seven other spirits more wicked than itself, and they go in and live there. And the final condition of that man is worse than the first.”


Unfortunately, we as humans have a tendency, it is a sin tendency. We are attracted to sin. We want to fulfill the lusts of the flesh. Our desires are what makes us get up in the morning. So often we want to reform ourselves. We put into practice those things that we think will help us and for a time they do. But over time we start desiring those things again and other things start looking pretty good to us, so we abandon our efforts and fall back into the same things we left and often worse things. Our efforts on our own do not last long. See, it isn’t enough for us to be emptied of evil. To stop what we are doing. There is something, someone we need to have in our hearts if we truly want a change that will last. If we want power over sin, we must have the Holy Spirit in us to do it. He does the work we cannot do. He comes in and cleans the house for good!


When the Holy Spirit comes in we start to see the evidence of it. When we have Jesus in us when the Spirit of God is at work these are the fruits that come from that. Galatians 5:22-25 “But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, 23 gentlenesses, and self-control.  Against such things, there is no law.

24 Those who belong to Christ Jesus have crucified the sinful nature with its passions and desires. 25 Since we live by the Spirit, let us keep in step with the Spirit. Do you see what comes from knowing Christ and being full of His Spirit? All of these are great, but the two things that speak to the why of it are these: (self-control and crucifying the sinful nature.) On our own, we cannot do this.


We all want to think we are pretty good people, but the word of God is clear on who we are outside of Christ. We are sinners. We are bound for hell. We are wretched and blind.  John 15:6 “If anyone does not remain in me, he is like a branch that is thrown away and withers; such branches are picked up, thrown into the fire and burned.”

Ephesians 4:22 “that in reference to your former manner of life, you lay aside the old self, which is being corrupted in accordance with the lusts of deceit.” Galatians 5:19-21 “Now the deeds of the flesh are evident, which are: immorality, impurity, sensuality, idolatry, sorcery, enmities strife, jealousy, outbursts of anger, disputes, dissensions, factions, envying, drunkenness, carousing, and things like these, of which I forewarned you, that those who practice such things will not inherit the kingdom of God. Lastly: Romans 8.8 “and those who are in the flesh cannot please God.”


Check your heart. Make sure you know Jesus as Lord and Savior of your life.  Repent from your sins. He is the only way to heaven and the Father. We cannot be good enough on our own and it is clear that no good is in us outside of Christ. He is the way.  You will one day stand before God and you will be judged, if you do not know him, hell is your future. Think about it! When you come to Christ He forgives your sin and you are instantly a child of God, and fills you with the Holy Spirit and the Holy Spirit begins the work of making you new. He never stops teaching us and molding us into the person God wants us to be.  The Holy Spirit guides us into all truth and will never tell us to do anything contrary to God’s word. My prayer is that you kno


Settle Philippians 4:4-8 “Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! 5 Let your gentleness be evident to all. The Lord is near. 6 Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. 7 And the peace of God which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your mind in Christ Jesus. 8 Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is t, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable-if anything is excellent or praiseworthy-think about such things.


All of us walk through this life knowing that at any moment a “storm” can come up in your life. “Storms” can take on many different forms. There are many different kinds of storms that we can encounter along our way. Financial, death, illness, loss of something dear, divorce, loneliness, prodigal children and the list goes on.  I am sure you can think of several others, nothing that is unique to one person, we all encounter things in life that are just hard, seasons of hard, where we feel they will never end and if they do will we still be intact?


Often, we are not prepared financially for some catastrophe, we certainly are never truly prepared to lose someone either by death or divorce. But can we be prepared emotionally, mentally and spiritually?  Can we rejoice even in the middle of our “storm”? Yes, I think we can, if it were not possible these words from Philippians do not mean much.  We are told to rejoice, not to “like” necessarily what is happening, but to rejoice anyway. What can we rejoice about? Well, we are told to “Rejoice in the Lord always.” Always means just that, good times or bad, we need to be rejoicing in the Lord.  We need to have been so immersed in the word beforehand, walking in a relationship with Jesus beforehand that when our “storms” crop up we are not tossed to and fro.


We need to remember that the Lord is near, probably nearer at this time than many others.  He is always near to the brokenhearted. (Psalm 34:18) How are we to handle our “storms?” We are told to offer prayers, petitions and even thanksgiving to God when presenting our supplications/requests to God. Let’s face it sometimes being thankful in a tough situation is hard, but I dare say we can start listing our blessings and find thankfulness rising to the surface. I can start with being thankful that I am a chosen child of God, I can be thankful for what has not happened yet!


Often we are asked to lay down our wants for God’s wants. It does not seem fair, it is not easy and a lot of the time makes no sense to those around us, but we know in our hearts what God is asking and we have to trust that what he asks is “His best” for us.  It may not look like the best by the world’s standards and it may not feel at the moment like you are getting “His best,” but I can assure you it is. When we surrender our desires, and wishes to him and truly trust that he has us, he cares, he hears, he will bring us through; that is when we experience “the peace that passes understanding.” And when we receive that peace we are promised that our hearts and minds will be guarded, kept by God himself.


I am in a season of multiple things going very wrong at the same time. I have done my best to lean in close to the Lord, pray and seek His counsel over decisions that have been and need to be made, all while having another “mini storm” happen in the midst of the first. I will be honest, I stopped and said, “really Lord?” I have had to surrender my ideas, my fleshly wishes to those of the one who knows best. I have had to stop my thoughts from running away with me and setting me up for disappointment. Satan would like nothing better than for me to sit down, let self-pity take over and enjoy one great big pity party, but I refuse to do it, I refuse to listen to his lies. I instead want to focus on those things that are true, noble, right, pure, lovely, admirable, excellent and praiseworthy. God’s got this. He has seen me through a lot of days and years, bigger struggles and stronger storms, so I can rest in the assurance that “He has me now!” He loves me and he is walking with me through each mile of “valley” time I am experiencing all the while lifting my spirits higher, my heart closer and tuning my ears to listen better.


God asks us to be gentle ie…balanced and steady in our storm. Even if you are going through something right now and you started rough, complaining and straining against it, it is not too late to turn your attention to the Lord, read his word, take your thoughts captive and surrender to His will. The enemy will tell you it is too late, but God is already there, waiting for you and “You can always run into His arms.”

When you do you will find “His peace” filling your soul and thankfulness taking hold.  We are told the “Victory” is assured. We may arrive with war wounds, looking pretty shaggy, but oh how awesome will the Victory cry be, and the sweetness of being with Jesus for all eternity be? No more “storms,” no more tears, no more pain, no more death…no more, just more of him all day every day without end! Now that is something to rejoice about…let thankfulness fill you now, and trust his heart for you, this too shall pass!




He is already there…

I was reading the other day and came across these words in
Mark 16:6-7 “Don’t be alarmed,” he said. “You are looking for Jesus the Nazarene, who was crucified. He has risen! He is not here. See the place where they laid him. 7 But go, tell his disciples and Peter. ‘He is going ahead of you into Galilee. There you will see him, just as he told you.’
This reminded me of the many times we are told in scripture that the Lord goes before us. I needed that reminder today.

What joy and assurance these words must have given the disciples when they heard them. Knowing that the Lord would be waiting when they got where they were going. They had arrived at his burial place and found him gone, at that moment all hope must have been sucked out of them and a kind of loneliness may have suddenly fallen on them, but hearing those words must have made their hearts beat faster and joy start returning to their otherwise sad and confusing day.

I read also in Deuteronomy 31:8 “The Lord is the one who goes ahead of you; He will be with you He will not fail you or forsake you. Do not fear or be dismayed.” And then in Deuteronomy 1:30 “The Lord your God, who is going before you, will fight for you…”

Does that make your heart feel as happy and full of joy as it does mine?
Life can sometimes roll over us like a wave in the ocean, knocking us down and digging our faces in the sand. We feel out of sorts. It is hard for us to get our “sea legs” under us. But God has told us he is with us through every trial, nothing touches us that God is not in it. And when things seem to be going in the wrong direction, we can rest assured they are going according to His plan. We may not understand it, we may not like it, we may feel we have had our fill of sand, but God…

He is already way ahead of us, He is already smoothing out our path and filling us with all we need for whatever lays ahead of us. We can rest in knowing that He has things well in hand and He has a reason for everything he does. I read in Psalm 139:5-6 these words: “You hem me in-behind and before; you have laid your hand upon me. 6 Such knowledge is too wonderful for me, too lofty for me to attain.” God is with me through every trial I go through. He is loving, guiding, helping and even protecting me through it. It may feel out of control and I may not be able to discern his touch always, but make no mistake, He is right there with you. Every tear you shed, every hard day you have, God is with you. He has chosen these moments not to break us, but to draw us ever closer to him. We see in these moments how desperately we need him in our lives and every situation.

I am reminding myself of these truths as I walk through my rough patch of ground. I want to lean in close and listen for anything and everything he is teaching me. Sometimes we see what is in front of us and we want to dig our heels in and say no…please don’t make me, but he gently urges us to trust him and to stand up straight, gird our loins and put on our armor and walk like a soldier of the Lord as we should. Eyes fixed on him, not the problem, heart tuned to hear anything he commands and our faith, fully functioning and even blossoming all while we trudge through the muck and mire.

Sometimes all it takes for our faith legs to get strong once again is the touch and prayer of another believer. Someone to come along beside you and cheer you on, speak truth over you and listen to you for just a moment. And knowing that God has blessed me as I go…well, that is enough, isn’t it?

Maybe you needed to be encouraged as I did today, I hope you will let the Lord’s blessing spur you on and you will keep your heart and mind fixed on him knowing he is already where you are going and he also is watching your back, He is such a good God and you can trust he has your good in mind as you go, give him the glory and honor due him, wait and see what God will do!


Today is Thanksgiving Day, and I have been busy since around 6:30 am. Cooking, preparing, drinking coffee, and enjoying homemade muffins. I have a roof over my head, warm clothes on my body, shoes on my feet, and a place to lay my head at night. I am so very blessed that I cannot measure all my blessings.  My sweet husband is beside me, and I can reach over and touch him at any moment.  I have joy in my heart that this world cannot understand. Is life perfect right now, no it is not. But my circumstances do not dictate my joy, for my joy comes from the peace of knowing my Lord and Savior, and I can choose either to be happy or sad, I will choose to be happy every time.


I walk this earth and enjoy all these things because I have a heavenly Father that has provided them for me.  I have never done anything on my own to merit such gifts; they are all from his generous hand. He called me to salvation, and now I am his child, and for that very reason, I am supplied with all I need and more.


I am so very thankful for my family and time with them. I have seven grandchildren that are healthy and such a joy to be around. I have been blessed to have a wonderful husband who is the head of our home. He is purposeful in his actions and desires to love me as God has commanded him to, and he does it well. He is the priest of our home and I am always learning from him, and going deeper into scripture because of his time in the word and how he shares with me all the insights he gleans from scripture and time alone with God.  We pray together daily before we start our day and that alone draws us ever closer in our hearts and souls. He is my soul mate and friend, the head of our home and the content of my heart.


As I listen to the sounds of family around me my heart grows warm. But when I stop and consider that all of this has been given to me by a loving God, my heart is overwhelmed within me. My life is a gift in every way. Not because bad things have not happened, because they have. Not because I have not experienced deep loss, I have, not because every day goes great, it never does; but because I have an eternal peace within my heart and soul; a knowing that God himself directs my steps and lights my path. God himself chose me for this life I live and walks with me daily through it. If I never receive another blessing I have had mine to the full so many times.


I see people all the time walking around bemoaning everything.  No matter how much they have they still are grumpy, greedy and unhappy. Their joy meter is running low, thinking about counting their blessings only makes them think of all the stuff they do not have.  I have a suggestion if you woke up this morning and you are healthy…start there! If you are a child of God…no brainer… that is the biggest thing to be thankful for…start there! If you can walk to a closet and get clean clothes out…start there! Do you see a pattern here? If you stop and look around you, you can begin counting your blessings, they are right before your eyes.


I hope you are blessed on this day of thankfulness. I pray will lean in close and say to the Father thank you for salvation, for forgiveness for the newness of life in You.  And remember you would be nothing and have nothing if it were not for the kindness of a Good, Good Father. I will leave you with some verses to ponder as you go throughout your day. Blessings to you and A Very Happy Thanksgiving!



1 Chronicles 16:34 “Give thanks to the Lord, for he is good; his love endures forever.”


Ephesians 5:20 “Always giving thanks to God the Father for everything, in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ.”

Man verses God


I had a conversation the other day that left me feeling “less than.” As I listened to what was said, some suggestions that came my way, I suddenly had this feeling of being a failure in this person’s eyes. That by the standard of the world I fall far short of the mark.  Anyone who knows me knows I am relatively simple in my likes and my needs. I do not have to have the best of things to feel satisfied and happy. My joy rests in the Lord, not in this world and the things it can offer me. I don’t go on big vacations to exotic places, I do not have the latest anything. My house is extremely modest and I drive a 13-year-old car. These are truths, just some facts about me. I am happy with my place in this world. Content with what God has given me.


My desire in life is to live for Jesus, even sacrificially in my choices. I know that one day I will either leave this earth through death or when Jesus returns for his children; either way, I will not be taking anything with me.  I came with nothing and I will leave with nothing.  There is a verse in Galatians that says: “Am I now trying to win the approval of men, or of God: Or am I trying to please men? If I were still trying to please men, I would not be a servant of Jesus Christ.”  I desire to live as though any second could be my last. To spread the love of Jesus to any I meet along life’s journey.  If that means I do without, I don’t have the best of things and I even struggle through this life then so be it!


My life may look fairly pathetic to someone who has much and can do whatever they want whenever they want. They have the proverbial “tiger by the tail.” There is another scripture found in Matthew that says: “What good will it be for someone to gain the whole world, yet forfeit their soul? Or what can anyone give in exchange for their soul?” I have thought much about these two verses in the past few weeks. Life has handed me a bunch of lemons, but I choose to make lemonade, and not just any lemonade, the kind that does not lose its sweetness or go bad.

To make it through this life we must keep our eyes focused on Jesus. This world will chew you up and spit you out. You will be judged and found wanting.


If you find yourself overly focused on the things of this world, and your attention is given to the next thing that makes you feel good, feel important you may want to take a few moments and do a heart check. Ask yourself where your focus is? Ask yourself if maybe you are living so good in this life you do not long for the next? Often people are so busy with their stuff, their trips the next big whatever that they lose sight. of where they need to be storing up their treasures. Scripture makes that pretty clear as well, it says in Matthew 6:19-21 “Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and vermin destroy, and where thieves break in and steal. 20 But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where moths and vermin do not destroy, and where thieves do not break in and steal. 21 For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.”


I want all my treasure to be in heaven. I want to live in such a way that my focus stays on Jesus, even if that means living in need. Maybe getting a job and working outside of my home would bring in the extra bucks to do bigger and better things, but when I pray and seek God for the “what do you have for me,” I feel complete peace that the ministries I am involved in, even the ministry to family is where He desires I stay at least for now.  I want to be like Jesus, I want to live with an open heart and open hands. Giving and blessing and doing all in his name. I don’t want to have so much that I do not long for his return or my heavenly home.


Where is your focus? What keeps your attention? Could you do with less? Do you care more about your earthly home than your heavenly one? Does stuff keep your eyes spellbound?  Don’t get me wrong, if you have been blessed with much in this life, good for you! But be careful that your riches do not keep you from a right relationship with Jesus. Be sure you are not too chained to this world and all its goodies!  And remember not everyone is the same, and it does not make a person wrong or less than, it just makes them different than you.


I will leave you with this…Jesus did not have a place to lay his head, He lived sacrificially on this earth to seek and save His lost sheep. If the King of the world and the Creator of everything traveled light…shouldn’t we?

Better To Know

Reading through Luke, I came upon these verses, (17-21) where Jesus warns the disciples about spiritual pride.  The disciples were very excited about the power they had over sickness and evil spirits.  Demons had to flee when they rebuked them in Jesus’ name. They had seen great results as they ministered in Jesus’ name.  Jesus warned them to be careful about being too prideful. They needed to be more excited that their names were written down in heaven. Satan was also very prideful and it went to his head, he rebelled and was cast out of heaven because of his pride and desire to be like God. Jesus said in verse 18 “I saw Satan fall like lightning from heaven.”  He goes on to tell them that He has given them authority and power to perform the miracles they were doing.” (verse19) They could do nothing on their own if He had not given them the power they could not do the miracles that they were doing.


These verses also point us once again to the Sovereignty of God. Unless God enables us to do the kingdom work we cannot do it effectively. He by the Holy Spirit enables us to do great this for his name. This removes any sense of pride we should feel at anything we do for him. Heaven is not just for the elite, the smart ones, the prettiest or most handsome, God’s word is for everyone. We come with only our wretched selves to God. No great work here on earth can gain us entrance into heaven. We must be born-again. We trust solely in God’s grace to get us into the Kingdom, our works are nothing.


We all have equal access to God. The mega pastor on TV has not got a better spot in heaven or a great work they have done that has marked their spot in the Kingdom, as a matter of fact, so many of them are so caught up in self and how great they are they may find themselves hearing these words, “depart from me I never knew you.”  Scary isn’t it. To think that people walk around supposedly doing the work of God, yet their hearts are far from God.


We go on to read in verse 22 these words; “All things have been committed to me by my Father. No one knows who the Son is except the Father, and no one knows who the Father is except the Son and those to whom the Son (chooses) to reveal him.” Wow, that takes out any sense of pride that “you” decided to follow Jesus. You would not have decided to follow had he not already started the work of regeneration inside of you. You did not call yourself, you did not save yourself and you cannot keep yourself saved. No amount of good works will get you into the Kingdom of God.


If you find yourself giving yourself a big oh “that a boy/girl,” you may want to take time to rethink the pride you are feeling and repent. Jesus warned his disciples about their pride if he thought it important to warn them than we need to take notice and check our motives. It truly is better that your name is written down in heaven than any great miracle or work you may be able to do.


If you are chosen to be the conduit by which God heals another or even drives out evil, or spreads the word of God in ministry, thank him that he has chosen you to be a child of God, walk humbly through the “mine field” and “mind field” of pride and do not let yourself think too highly for it is by His power alone that you have been enabled to do such.

Our Responsibility

As Christians, we have one responsibility. What is it? We are to obey Christ. It is our duty as believers to obey all that Jesus told us to do.

In Luke 17:7-10 we read this story. “Suppose one of you had a servant plowing or looking after the sheep. Would he say to the servant when he comes in from the field, ‘Come along now and sit down to eat’? 8 Would he not rather say, ‘Prepare my supper, get yourself ready and wait on me while I eat and drink; after that, you may eat and drink? 9 Would he thank the servant because he did what he was told to do? 10 So you also, when you have done everything you were told to do, should say, ‘We are unworthy servants; we have only done our duty.”


When we as Christians obey God, we should not expect to get a big pat on the back for simply doing what we are supposed to do. Are we expecting to receive some sort of extra credit because we have done our duty? We should not go around with a spiritual pride that says look at me and what I have done. God is not saying we will not receive a reward for our labor for him, he is not saying that it does not matter; Kingdom work always matters to God, but it needs to be done with the right attitude.


We should consider it a privilege to work for God. Anything we get to do for the Lord is important and humbling. If he calls you to the seemingly small tasks for his kingdom than do it with all your might! When we do what we are called to do for God, “our duty” it removes all pride from our efforts.


So many Christians only want to do the “BIG” things for God. But daily walking with him, reading his word, praying and living our talk all matter. When he gives you that extra something to do, maybe witness one on one, work in the church, sing, speak and so on, do not consider yourself better or higher than anyone else, it is your duty as a follower of Christ, everything we do for Christ matters. He looks at our hearts and rewards us accordingly.


So, what is our duty? To obey everything the Lord has told us in his word to do. It sounds easy right, but sometimes it isn’t. Sometimes it requires more of us than we want to give, in some countries it costs people their very lives. I don’t know if my being a Christian will ever require me to give up my life for Christ, I can only hope and pray that if it does I stand firm, knowing that when I leave this earth I am transported immediately to heaven with my Lord, my faith will be sight and I will live forever with my Lord and Savior.



So, while we await his return or our eyes close in death, spend your time living for Jesus, doing what we are called to do, obey him in all he said for us to do or not do and know that God keeps good records, your reward is sure and walk out your faith free from spiritual pride and arrogance. Surrender your need to be “all that,” and be “all that” he said to be!


Blessings to you my friends as you live, move and breathe the life of Christ!

Deeply Moved

(John 11:1-35 The story of Lazarus’s death and resurrection.)


When life is seeming to run you over with all the things that happen to us from illness to deaths, disasters and failures and many more things it can feel as though God does not care.  Our prayers seem to fall on deaf ears and our troubles abound. Then I read these words in John 11:33 &35 &38- 33 “he was deeply moved in spirit and troubled,” 35 “Jesus wept,” 38 “Jesus, once more deeply moved.”


Does this sound like a God who does not care, who is deaf to our cries for help?


The Greeks had this idea that was popular that God had no emotions and did not want to be involved in the messiness of our lives. Humans were not of concern for him.  Yet these three simple statements alone show us that they had a flawed concept of who God is and how very much he loves and cares for his own. Jesus feels compassion and sorrow. We already know that if one lost sheep is worth looking for and rescuing, he cares. (Matthew 18:12-14) & (Luke 15:3-7)


God’s love abounds to us, his care for us is tender and good. We may not be able to understand today the (why) of it all, but you can rest assured that a compassionate, loving God is heading it all up. He is sustaining you in ways that you do not even understand and know. He did not allow Lazarus to die to hurt Mary and Martha, he loved them, he loved Lazarus; he did it so that they would believe.

(John 11:14-15) “So then he told them plainly, “Lazarus is dead,

15 and for your sake, I am glad I was not there, so that you may believe.”


In the story of Lazarus, Jesus purposely stayed away when he heard that Lazarus was ill. He heard upon his arrival of his death, although we know He already knew, nothing happens to us or for us without his stamp of approval. Jesus was not bothered by his death, he already knew what he would do, and even knowing he was moved with compassion for the pain of his friends. His love for them caused him to feel compassion. So, understand, he knew Lazarus was dead, had allowed it to happen, already knew he would raise him to life and still hurt for his friends. His plan unfolding… Their broken and confused heart broke his. Is that not beautiful?


We serve a God who hangs the stars out at night, created all we see, died and rose again, plans our steps, our hurts, our pains, our joys, and journey, yet still feels for us when we hurt, when we bow our heads and ask the hard questions, maybe even accusingly.  I love this. Knowing that my Lord and Savior feels my pain. It helps me to be raw and honest before him. It causes me to lean in close and wait to see what he will do, it makes me excited that after the storm has passed the sun will shine again in my life and yours. He will not waste the time in the valley and he will get us to another mountain top at some point all the while growing our faith as we traverse this barren land.


This event I am sure marked a turning point for not only them but all those who were watching that day. Can you imagine the scene?  I would love to look back in time and watch it unfold. To look into pain-filled eyes and see joy shining back at me. I would love to see the tears my Lord shed for those he loves, just thinking about it makes my heart and mind smile. It causes me to sit back and wait, to rest in his goodness and compassion, knowing that when I hurt he cares. When I cry God takes notice.


Rest assured my friends, the same Jesus that walked into that death scene is already in yours. The sad music may be playing and the pain may be mounting, but God sees, God is moved and God can and will sustain you.  And as he works in and around you your faith is made stronger even in the middle of whatever is causing the pain right now.